“I would f*ck you so hard”
“Sex is just sex. It doesn’t always have to mean anything.”
Did your mom teach you how to talk to women like that? Does your dad treat your mom like that? Would you want someone to say that to your sister? Those who genuinely invest themselves into you deserve so much better, and I feel so bad that you couldn’t get past a woman’s outside beauty to see the beauty she holds within.
Missing the opportunity to get to know someone’s greatest qualities and their not so greatest qualities is utterly disappointing. Not only because that person has went through unbelievable measures and faced an abundance of diversity to become that wonderful person they are, but because YOU missed out on such a sensational story. You couldn’t give her just the minimal amount of respect it requires because you were too focused on visualizing how satisfying she would look completely vulnerable.
Never seeing past her potential inner beauty, is a great a way of saying, “I don’t really care about you or your feelings.” In what world is that ever okay to make someone feel like that? When has it ever been okay to completely disregard someone’s worth for your own satisfaction? When has it ever been okay to manipulate a person’s interest in you for your own sensual needs?
It just completely blows my mind.
Although you made her question what she truly deserves and made her doubt if she is truly worth a genuine person, you’re the one that loses. You’re one that loses an opportunity to be with someone whose heart was full of you and only you. You’re the one that loses to listen to the untold story of her favorite places in her hometown. You’re the one that loses to learn about her passions. You’re the one that loses to be with someone that is just as beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside.
But you wouldn’t know because you never got past the surface of her skin.